Though I am probably not the right person nor am I the right age to say that haha
But in a way, I do feel like I’ve grown a bit. I just read my own posts from this September and I feel embarrassed by it, the same embarrassment one would feel if they read the emo poems of their 13 year old selves. Yes, my 18 year old self is soooo much younger than my 18 year and 2 month old self haha
I don’t know exactly why, perhaps the events I went through made me grow in a way that I didn’t catch myself, but whatever the case, I still feel pretty embarrassed.